It's easy to get lost in this world

• 2012-01-18 Notes

  Mirror on the wall, here we are again, Through my rise and fall You’ve been my only friend, You told me that they can understand the man I am So why are we here talkin’ to each other again?

  — mirrors by lil wayne and bruno mars

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  I’m being bullied?

  yes, that was the first time ive ever felt bullied; yesterday. i just wamted everything to be over. i thought about bringing it to the school, and thats saying a lot because all in all im a pretty strong person. after spreading rumors that werent true and verbally abusing me, they found out today that it was all a lie. bet they look stupid now. all of them except one said they will stop talking about it, and i even got two apologies. now its just the one bitch that hasnt said if she’ll stop yet that is bothering me, and i didnt even do anything to her. girls are bitches and you cant trust anyone. that is the motto im living by now. even my boyfriend told everyone on twitter one of my deepest secrets. i dont know if i’ll be able to recover from this. ive been mentally scarred. the one person i thought i could trust just broke that trust with one tweet. that wasnt right of him to bring my personal life into this. im going through a lot at home and i just need someone there for me. but i guess what ive learned is the only person you can trust is yourself.

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  New beginings

  things need to change. i need to become a better person. ive been through a lot of shit the past few months. i don’t know why my life has just all of a sudden went down the drain. i guess all this shit is finally catching up to me. i hope this is the end of my bad luck streak. i hope your the begining of my better life. <3

• 2012-01-17 Notes